there is not one day that goes by where i don't miss several people. geographical factors, time factors, while some are so close yet so far. i barely have time to spare with the people whom i'm supposedly call "close friends". sometimes, i just don't feel comfortable with certain circles of friends. sure, we can talk but that's just surface level, no depth. instead of enjoying the conversation, i feel like a lamp post and i have no clue to what they are talking. got a first bite of this during LTC, feeling it every single day. i can't count the nights i've cried just talking to God.